First of all I just want to say I am sooo happy for all the pg announcements out there! God is so good! :)
And although I am very happy for all my blogger friends, I can't help but to feel left out. Not only from the obvious, me not being pg, but I feel like I'm not in the same circle anymore. There have been so many announcements and everyone talking about there symptoms, or lack of symptoms, and I have nothing to say on the matter. I have nothing to respond back with. I have never been pg, even for a little bit. I have no idea what it feels like. And I want so badly to know what it feels like.
Here I am on cd20 and my temps haven't gone past 97.5 . Every day I wake up thinking that today is the day that I will ovulate! And then, nothing. My thermometer stares me back in the face with the low temp mocking me, it's saying "not today honey!" And I just want to throw it across the room.
But I have hope, still. Very little, but it is there. I keep thinking that once we move it'll happen. But that seems so silly at times. Why should that matter? And how long will it be till we actually move? Why is it taking so long? ugh!
So there is my bitch fest for today. Someone mentioned doing another prayer buddy group for all the IF girls out there, I say bring it on!